| Location | Newcastle |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 3/2009 |
| Date of Death | 3/2009 |
| Visitors | 580 since 17/06/2009 |
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Mammy and Daddy had waited so long for you Luca. After all the years of trying and getting nothing, we had almost given up when our little ray of sunshine entered into our life. The day I found out I was pregnant I was so shocked, I couldn’t believe it! I hadn't even told Daddy I was going to take a pregnancy test because I was so sure I wasn't pregnant and didn't want to get his hopes up! When the two lines appeared a rush of happiness ran through my body, finally!
I rang your Daddy to tell him he was so shocked! Daddy was so protective over you he started giving me rules I had to stick to so this pregnancy would be ok! I didn't mind as I wanted it to be perfect! We went out looking for stuff to buy for you we had everything planned. We were going to be a proper little family! I went to see the doctor who gave me a due date of 29th Nov 2009 OMG we couldn't believe it you were going
to be here on Daddy's birthday! What an amazing birthday present!
Then it happened! Daddy was driving along the road and a taxi drove right into the side of our car! It hit the front of the car where Mammy was sitting. Aunty Laura, Mammy and Daddy were all very hurt but we were more concerned about you! We went to A&E and I was told you were fine! We all had severe whiplash but would be fine in a few months.
Then a few weeks later I woke up in a huge pool of bright red blood. I knew what was happening, my heart sank! We went to the doctor who told us what we already new. I was terrified to tell your Daddy. When your sister’s died he was heartbroken and I knew
he would be the same this time! When I told him he couldn’t believe it! What have we both done so wrong? We don’t deserve it!
We will love you forever Luca. Daddy had his two little princesses and now he has his little prince! We will always love and miss you nothing will ever compare to you. I hope you are playing happily with the trouble some twins! Give them a big kiss and Mammy & Daddy! We love you all so much!!
Mammy misses you lots!
Is it really too much to ask for my babies to be home with me? I was sure when I was carrying you it would work that time around! I was certain in the end I would be a Mammy but no again my baby goes straight to heaven. Am I really that bad! Id give anything to have yous back! Theres nothing that I wouldnt do to see your little faces even if it was just for a moment!
I love you prince one day we will be together Im sure!
xxx
Mammy & Daddy miss you soo much!
Morning gorgeous!
I love you so much darling! Why is life got to be so tough? I just wish my babies were here with us instead of up above. Look after your sisters & make sure they are being nice!
Love you so much!
Mammy
xxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Mammy's little prince
I hope your ok & you big sisters are looking after you! How does it feel being the big 1? I bet your a right little tinker now talking and walking! Your first word probabily would have been Dada eventhough Mammy would have been always saying mama to you! We miss you so much! Did you see your Daddy trying them costumes on how funny did he look he cant pull of buzz! Were thinking of going for Mr Incrediable how good did that look- Thats the only 6 pac Daddy will ever have! We miss you baby there is a huge gap in our lives where our children should be! We love you so much! Mammy & Daddy will see you again soon I promise! Love you millions!xxxx
Hello little man,
Wheres my sign off you? Did you catch the balloon we sent to you? Daddy wrote lovely stuff on them it just shows how much he misses you! I hate looking at him cuz i can just see how much it hurts him not having a baby! One day we will be blessed im sure! Its just over a year since we lost you i just wish it didnt have to be this way and you were here! We love you more than anything! xxx
I cant believe its New Year and you arent here! I hope you've had a fab christmas and got some great presents. Its going to be a better year for all of us this year - fingers crossed! I hope your coming with your sisters tonight at new year. We will be thinking of you, Your a baby that will be forever missed and loved.
Have a lush New Year.
Love always babe
Aunty Laura xxxx
Merry Christmas! We miss you baby!
I'm missing you so much baby! It's not right I should have my twins & little boy here with me! I'm missing you so much Christmas day will never be the same again! Why is life so hard? Why do I have to be without you! It's not fair! I love you so much baby!xx
Morning Baby!
Morning baby,
Mammy misses you so much! You would have been due today it would have been the happiest and best day of Mammy & Daddys life! I hope you are coming down to give Daddy a kiss today on his birthday! Have a lovely day angel this isnt the way it should have been, i should have my gorgeous son in my arms today! Giving Daddy the best birthday present of all!
We both miss and love you very much never forget that!
Lots of love Mammy & Daddy xxxx
For our mummy
Once we lived in our mother's womb,
A place for us to flourish and bloom,
And in that place we felt such love,
Until the day we was called from above,
The angels came and took us away,
Because on Earth we couldn't stay,
But our mother didn't want us to go,
Because she really loved us so,
So we spoke to God and made a deal,
That would help our mummy's heart to heal,
And so God said that we could visit,
At any time, there is no limit,
Now we watch her sit and grieve,
We send her courage to make her brave,
And in the night when she cries,
We're there to wipe her eyes,
And when she sits and thinks of us,
We're there sat on her knee,
When she thinks that no one cares,
We're there stroking her hair,
When it's hard for her to carry on,
We're there to make her strong,
For when you carry love in your heart,
You never really are apart
How do we say goodbye?
How do we say goodbye when we didn’t get to say hello? We want so bad to keep you – how do we let you go?
We have so many dreams, so much love we want to share, There’s nothing we can do: why is life unfair?
You’re our perfect angel, we dreamt you long ago, Mummy got to hold you for a while
And it breaks our heart to let you go. The pain and confusion we feel inside
we cannot explain: we cannot describe. God will rock you in your cradle
And watch you as you sleep. we will love you in our heart's – it’s all we get to keep.
You are blessed my child, you’re in heaven above
You’ll never be alone, You have Mummy and Daddy’s love.
Hush my little baby, you need never cry, You were always wanted, we wish you didn’t die.
You’ll be our sunshine in the daylight And the brightest star at night
Reach for God’s hand and go to the light we would rather endure the pain of losing you right now
Than the thought of you suffering through life. We’ll get through somehow
we were blessed to have you briefly Even though we have to let you go.
We wish we knew the reason, but I guess we'll never know.
Mammy & Daddy love you so much!
xxxx
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